July 31, 2009

I'm super tired of being sick.The throwing up, the meds , the nauseous feeling and the tiredness. I'm pretty pissed that everyone thinks that they know me when the truth is that they don't. No one knows what I go through and they think that since I have almost everything in my life, i'm simply just throwing a bitch fit because of I have nothing better to do.

Sometimes, I do feel better when i'm alone. I've always liked cheering people up. Be it going an extra mile to write a post stick, a simple text, food or good ol' companionship. However, sometimes, these people are the ones that end up disappointing me the most. I don't expect anyone to repay or do the exact samethings for me when i'm down but instead maybe just leave me alone instead of saying more unnecessary words to aggrevate the whole matter.

Some think i'm paranoid and some even think that it's me who wanted my life to be like that. Others emphasise over and over again that god gives me a choice but i'm the one who doesn't use my bloody brain to choose. I'm like ,"Hello?" god didn't ask me if I wanted to be sick and neither did I have the choice to go against it.

Yes, I may not be the only one that's suffering in this world but then again, you guys are not the ones in my shoes.Would you say the samething to your sister / mother / girlfriend / friend or whatever if he or she is going through the same damn thing as me??

It's not funny going in and out of hospitals and feeling shitty all the time.I'm human too and I need a break from all these people. People who call you when they need someone, people who call you to club for the sake of accompanying them, people who call you only when they need yr help and people who are just to reliant on me. I will no longer put up with this crap and honestly what comes around goes around.

Just like a bunch of people who I used to work with...sometimes, I do feel sorry that they are stuck in their hole and being all sad and miserable...not to forget fighting amongst themselves. It's just sad and since life is that short ( at least fr me ) all the more I do not see any point to live my life just like theirs and again, i'm not saying that my life is any greater.

I just need to rant this all out and take my mind off many issues. I'm still working on getting back to school as I found a school and I do meet the requirements and not to forget my Japan trip and of course my online shop. I don't need anyone's pity or sympathy that's why I choose not to speak about certain issues because i'm quite sure that i'm able to do the things which many others can.

I'm sorry for this stupid long post and i'm really happy that there are at least some people who still have the slightest compassion in their hearts.....take care ya'll :)


July 29, 2009

I need a break from everything. Everything's happening too quickly and i've declared 2009 to be the worse year ... of my life... It's just sad..Trust me when I say so...

July 26, 2009

Hi guys.. It's been a long long long long time since I last blogged as I've been really busy at work and of course shopping and having fun with my friends...I've been really sick again and i've been suspected of having the H1N1 but i'm alot better now. This year has really been rather crappy for me as i've been falling ill so often and I'm hoping my health will get better soon :)

Anyways, the other day, I decided to Drop by the ION which had just been opened and damn I could sniff out all the Gucci and Louis from far. This building is huge and it has one of the biggest Louis Vuitton boutique in Asia and loads of other Boutiques which I've been eyeing on. I managed to grab a LongChamp bag for one of my colleague as it was her birthday and I managed to get myself a lil ' something along the way!!

I was amazed to see how big the Sephora was and I managed to get my Too Faced Eyeshadow insurance which I wanted to try as there were tons of good reviews about it online and I had been on the waiting list for about 5 months as the other Sephora was always sold out and there was a super long waiting list.

Overall, I like this product as i've tried it only once and I must say that my eyeshadow stayed the whole day and didn't crease not a single bit. Blending was also much easier as it made my eyelid alot smoother than other primers.I got it for $28.00 which is qute reasonable.I'm planning on stocking up as it's gonna be sold out again very soon...

The only disappointing thing was that the only new brand they brought in was Smashbox and there wasn't any Nars or Urban decay which I've been really lemming for. It kinda sucks having to buy everything online at times.

Anyways, I've also been using the ZA pore smoother which I bought a month ago. Overall, this product is alright and it does help cover up my pores but this is definitely not as good as the Primer from Smashbox which is now available in Singapore at $75 which is a lil pricey for a primer. I guess i'll be buying my smashbox primer online instead of getting it here :(

I can't wait to do more shopping at the ION as the other day I went there too late and there wasn't much time to do major shopping :( Anyways, i'm gonna go get some rest first as i've got to go back to office tomorrow and I do need plenty of rest. Take care ya'll and drink plenty of water as the viruses are running amock these days!!

Xoxoxo :)